I really hate to complain. I don't mind the occasional bits of it, but I really hate when it drags on and so I really hate how I feel right now.
You see, last Tuesday I went in to talk to my professor about my paper and... it was just apparently all wrong. Sounds easy to just rewrite with what she told me to do but it's like my brain froze. I couldn't work for days. I'd just try and try and nothing comes out. I'm still having the problem. If it wasn't right before because it's too reliant on secondary sources... well, I don't have many more primary sources to emphasise. I'm just worried I'm not good enough at any of this. I just feel like I look at it and nothing comes out. I'm afraid the next draft will just be worse. I'm supposed to get something to my professor in a few days and I now have under 2k words and they're most all the words I thought I could use from my old draft.
This is all due in under a month and it's like my brain shut down. I just keep being told that it'll work out, but I'm really stressed about it and I need something else. Yes, I'm goofing off a bit but I don't know what to do. I have a vague outline and it does nothing. Seriously nothing.